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[Jan. 5th, 2006|08:39 pm] |
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o and i figured i would just say one more thing...
i love jess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|05:56 pm] |
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ok this is about my last entry and also to kaylas comment
ok sorry for sayin that chris is tryin to get back at me im just really pissed off with how many people are telling jess that im going to hurt her. trust me kayla if i really wanted to kiss you that day i hung out with u i would have. but guess what, jess is the one that i care about more. i figured that out. ya at one point i was confused about if i liked u or jess more. and it confused me to the point of that when i talked to u i wanted to be going out with u. but when i was with jess i never wanted to leave. it was very confusing. but im not confused anymore. i love jess. she is the best thing that has ever happend to me. she dosnt make me feel stupid when i say something stupid she just looks at me and laughs and it just makes me realize without her having to say it that i just did or said something stupid. and i can just look at her for no aparent reason and think to myself that im just not good enough for her. but i no she loves me. and it makes me feel so much better about myself.
as for the chris thing. ok EVERYONE nos that we hate eachother. its no secret. im just sick of always hearing his name with the thing that pisses me off the most. him telling everyone that im going to hurt jess. i no he isnt the only one sayin it but he is the name i hear the most. i just got pushed off the edge.
kayla i hated andy. i hate chris. we got threw it with andy. i hope we can get threw it with chris 2. u are a good friend to me and tell me how it is with whatever it is, no matter if it will piss me off or not.
i just want everyone to stop saying that i am going to hurt jess. im not going to fucking hurt her. i love her to damn much to screw it up.
kayla yes i do still have feelings for u. but guess what, i dont want to go out with u eather. u are amasing but me and u just wouldnt work. we fight to much. we are to different. we are great friends but i think we found out that it is also nothing more.
i didnt want to be an ass i just couldnt deal with holdin in my feelings anymore. i blew up on the wrong people. sorry. but stop sayin i am goin to hurt jess. i love her and the only thing that will break us up is if we just lose feelings for eachother. and right now i dont think that is posible for me.
can everyone just leave jess alone about this. talk to me if you have a problem just dont go to her. i can handle if people hate me. i just dont want any more presure on jess ok.
well sorry for the chris thing. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|02:50 pm] |
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ok i have a few things to say to some people and one of them happens to not be on my friends list but i no it will get to him sooner or later.
ok one i have to say that i couldnt be any happyer with jess, i love her and there is nothin anyone can do or say to me that will change that. if anyone wants to fuck things up between us stop. im sick of it. i really am. i have done nothing wrong, i havent cheeted on her and everything that i have said to everyone else including kayla i have told jess, cause she has the right to no, because it has to do with her.
2 chris, i no you will read this, i dont like u, u dont like me, its not a secret to anyone at all. i just dont want u to do anything at all to try and "get back at me" im sorry for what i have done ok, but that dosnt mean that i regret any of it. im sorry it happend but it happend, i have gottin over it i think that u should 2.
3 i just want to say....
I LOVE JESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you dont like me say it...i dont care if you dont like me...there is a select few that i would care if they hatted me, jess being at the top of that list but there are more to it i just dont want to name everyone...
this is probably going to be my last entry for a while seein i dont have a computer that works... but anyways...just leave me and jess alone...we arent doin anythin to anyone else can u just not bring us into everythin...
well anyways if you want to talk to me call me ok...
ttyl |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|12:21 am] |
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im going out with jess leite!!!!!!!!
and if you are one of the ones that dont like that...then guess what...I DONT CARE!! lol
well ive said what i wanted |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
Today I saw my hero fall apart,
the one who taught me to be strong,
on the outside I look fine,
but on the inside I am dying
my strength has overcome my pain
my love for you remains the same
the loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins
It's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's do or die
it's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's yours and mine
Now it's my turn to help you out,
cause you were there when I was down,
it's hard for me to (see you) this way
losing all your sanity
you helped me, keep my dreams alive,
without you how would I survive
it's time for me to be a man
now I finally understand
It's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's do or die
it's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's yours and mine
It's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's do or die
it's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's yours and mine
I can't run anymore
I can't hide anymore
I can't run anymore
I can't hide anymore
Today I saw my hero fall apart,
the one who taught me to be strong,
on the outside I look fine,
but on the inside I am dying
It's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's do or die
it's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's yours and mine
It's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's do or die
it's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's yours and mine
It's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's do or die
it's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's yours and mine
I can't run anymore
I can't hide anymore
I can't run anymore
I can't hide anymore |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|12:50 am] |
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"If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. Just as long as it happened. Then post this on your livejournal. See what other people remember about you." |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|12:22 am] |
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ya and to coment about all of them...its kinda weird that most of them r true...lol
loves you lots- kj...lol...i sure as hell hope not...lol
thinks of u as their best friend-...ummm...she is! lol...i love you jess...
pretends to like u- wouldnt suprize me...lol
wants to move your relationship to the next level- em...is there somethin u need to tell me?!....lol...jk
wants u in bed- ummm....O GOD YA!!!...lol...its chris of corse he dose...lol
loves ur quirkiness- to get threw study of corse she has to...lol
desperately loves to read ur lj- ...umm...nick?...stalker much....lol...jk, and how is that whole appetites thing goin...lol
loves u more than u know-...dought it....lol...
thinks u r strange- well acording to his coment to my last entry aperintly he thinks im horny...well...no argument from me...lol
thats about it...lol
just needed to do something that wold make me not think right now...cause it has not been a good night...
enough said...
well good night to all...ill be up till like 6am...lol...cause i never sleep...lol |
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[Sep. 6th, 2005|02:26 am] |
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HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
guess what...im goin to the homecoming dance with jess l...
so im going to a dance from a school that i dont go to...lol...
im so tired right now its not even funny...i cant sleep...like usuall and idk...its just really starting to suck.
my life is work...then the acational eating...and the maybe 2 hours of sleep a week that i get...its great...not...lol...
its goin to be nice to be able to see a bunch of people again...i havent hung out with some people for a while...idk..im just tired and rambleing and i really dont no what the hell im typing cause im not even looking at the computer right now...its funny...lol...ya right...well anyways im so tired and im going to "try" and sleep cause we all no im not going to...no maybe i just no im not going to...who nos...not me...idk...w/e...im going to go now cause this is really pointless and i dont even no why im typin this...
good night to all...except me...cause i never sleep...to much shit goin threw the little brain that i have...HA HA...ok maybe the "no" brain i have...lol...jk...
night |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|02:00 am] |
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o hey guys i have a MYSPACE now so if ya wana be my friend just find me and do whatever the hell ya gata do...lol...
and jess...we made it together...and your STILL not one of my friends...i c how it is...lol |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
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| You Are 50% Weird | 
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
i new it!!!!!!!...
lol |
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